May you read what I never said to these people and feel a unwanted connection to what I wrote. May I tamper with your feelings and make you fall in love with the way I say things. May you come back and wonder how I'm coping with my heart. May I soon have better things to write about.
Saturday, February 28, 2015
Thursday, February 19, 2015
Title: Believe in Everything
Posted On: 2015-02-19 05:50:56 UTC
Posted On: 2015-02-19 05:50:56 UTC
I've got my eyes on someone
I've got my eyes on something
Isn't it mundane
To yearn for everything
You don't mean to hurt nobody
You just mean to be somebody
Choices, decisions
Forever or visions
Don't make me choose tonight
Cause if I'm not wrong I still won't feel right
A balanced life just isn't exciting
I need your pyrotechnic lightning
I can't sell my soul to you right now
I know we're overdue by now
But I'm still optimistic about having cake and eating it
It's all a game and contemplating on how to cheat it
I want everything
I wanna give everything
I wanna be praised
I wanna give you a wedding ring
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Title: Brotherhood
Posted On: 2015-02-10 19:25:25 UTC
Posted On: 2015-02-10 19:25:25 UTC
Within black brotherhood
We dap, we shake, you good?
As always, I am, and will be
But the days are never the same
When I answer no
Will my black brotherhood be
Will my black brotherhood see
My troubles, problems, as we
Will you walk with my shadows
Will you talk with my conscious
Will I protect my brother
In the midst of nonsense
A universal pledge with melanin
My brother, your brother
Take Care, of us and our mother
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Friday, February 13, 2015
Title: Names & Rings
Posted On: 2015-02-05 01:51:16 UTC
Posted On: 2015-02-05 01:51:16 UTC
I got the sign in sheet for class
That's not the same last name you had
Where did that ring come from
Who took you to paradise
Chances come, chances go
It's way too late, to let you know
But I learned how to let go
Before I had to let go
You found paradise in the city
I wonder how'd the wedding go
What a lucky guy
Where do I find those clovers
To keep my yearn & desire for someone
From getting looked over
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Title: Beautiful Drug Addict
Posted On: 2015-02-02 17:50:14 UTC
Posted On: 2015-02-02 17:50:14 UTC
Outside for hours in front of a store that exploits your subtle vices
Who asked you to try this
You're still something special
Even with cocaine all over your nose, girl you're still special
You still tell the world it's beautiful in the midst of your disaster
Coruscate up the flame and the lights that kills your laughter
You still know what it means to be noticed
When you buy your cocaine, you should get a lotus
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Title: Happenings to Hope For
Posted On: 2015-01-31 01:31:30 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-31 01:31:30 UTC
To meet someone at an art gallery on a "Not Much To Do" Saturday
Looking at pieces, disagreeing and agreeing with the interpretations
Discussing our favorite artists, our favorite paintings
Being nonchalant to the instant fire crackling by the second
Stepping on each other's feet as our walk syncs immediately
Finishing each other's sentences like we've been engaged for a year
Mistake or not, I'd never forget something like that
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Title: Meeting Jhene's Chakra
Posted On: 2015-01-31 00:34:39 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-31 00:34:39 UTC
Sitting with all the energy I possess
Hope for chakra levels where your hands caress
Caress the holes of my chakras and stitch
Stitch them with your passion for happiness & empathy
Empathy is here, but subtle to society
Society & you would love what I have to offer through art
Art is all I have to offer besides my heart
Heart on the edge of a building waiting for hands
Hands that aren't dependable, I rather bury it in sand
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Title: Draking Right Now
Posted On: 2015-01-28 17:17:37 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-28 17:17:37 UTC
Meticulously designed poetry for your heart and soul
Reserved space of warmth on a love couch
Great number of hours gone without a trace of emotionality
All my words forgotten, burned, or thrown away like nationalities
Why bother writing poetry to girls who don't care
They love guys who don't care
When they still have your sweatpants
And you still have rubberbands of hair
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Title: Feminist on the Mountain
Posted On: 2015-01-25 02:22:51 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-25 02:22:51 UTC
I talk about my dreams
And you bring up my nightmares
I wanna live for me
You tell me it's bad for me
I'm turning the lights off
It's kind of chilly, I'll be back with a slight cough
You won't smell my perfume anymore more
You may be comfortable, but I want more
You may have your rules but mama called me Maverick
Savage, who are you
Ravage on the roof, you're coming down
I don't think I need you anymore
As much as I did before
I dug deep inside myself
I realized I am the core
I learned from the wolves near me
Now you know why I'm defensive
You let me look at the stars
But you never let me fly
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Title: The Moment
Posted On: 2015-01-20 18:50:49 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-20 18:50:49 UTC
How do I touch a woman without it being sexual
How can I explore her body, not for ecstatic responses
Just to examine what's actually there
It's a yearn to be a vice omniscient about someone I love
Tracing the art God crafted
Tasting the fruit God planted, not for her or my pleasure, but to get a precise taste of who she is
To say, your skin and love folds taste exactly like a certain list of ingredients
The tightness or loosened curls of your hair
The curvaceous shape of your nose
Where your eyes meet on the color wheel or if I have to make one for you to meet
The love for your flaws as they become your identification for me
For the sake of notes in my poem
With a journal beside your hips with me
I take notes on everything I learn about you
From the tone of your voice, to how subtle your toes move
You may be naked in front of my eyes
But your soul is prevalent throughout these lines of observation
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Title: Zoe Kravitz
Posted On: 2015-01-18 17:41:10 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-18 17:41:10 UTC
I watched you play your guitar
Plucking strings like mad girls at a bar
Why call the higher power at this hour
Gazing from under the Eiffel Tower
When it rains and pours, I'll reveal my mutation to a bucket
Your strings not only attached to a guitar, but a voodoo puppet
Without my own will, drowning gracefully is the lasting feel
Tell the lifeguard don't save me, no count being added to the kill
Pyrotechnic credits & body chills
As you play your guitar still
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Title: Where Am I Now?
Posted On: 2015-01-18 16:32:31 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-18 16:32:31 UTC
I'm a bad friend in a good way
You only hear from me on my good days
Good friends call you about problems and for help
Bad friends call and tell you about recent success and how it felt
I won't call you when my fiancee is acting out of character
But I'd invite you to the anniversary dinner where I cherish her
I won't tell you about how I feel like a bad friend
But you can read this poem I wrote about it till it ends
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Title: Dear Black Girl
Posted On: 2015-01-16 03:32:41 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-16 03:32:41 UTC
I use to think, the sun shined over you
I'm beginning to know, that you shine over the sun
Caliginous, angelic, & comely; beyond the skies as the skin we share
Only thing going home to the universe is your motherly hair
Afrocentric aesthetics through your veins
With slit wrists, your culture bled over America in unclaimed fame
Supporting your political & centric views
Abaft as skyline hues & nostalgic blues
Universality reflects your God-like skin
Protecting your halo no matter the sin
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Title: Empty Rucksack
Posted On: 2015-01-09 04:58:01 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-09 04:58:01 UTC
Who blindfolded Cupid and gave him military ammunition
Love's been blowing out of proportion, creating resistance
We only wanted him to make us fall for our loved ones
Hollow bottles of altruism, we never grabbed the arrows and shot at angels to make sure that he loved one
An angel tearing stitches; used since his creation
Love was never reciprocated towards his heart, we now deal with Cupid's deprivation
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Title: When the Universe Wrote About Me
Posted On: 2015-01-09 04:10:41 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-09 04:10:41 UTC
A star looked down throughout the galaxies and wrote about earthly impressions
A guy who despised of long lines at the concession stands
He attended games, not for the sport, but for the marching bands
He gracefully touched things in patterns with the tips of his hands
Night hours are imperative to his thoughtful schemes of art
Somethings get finished, somethings replicate a ink tipped dart
A bag of ideas shaped like animals fuels him
Creating diminishes his skeletal rest, his desires ruled him
A yearn for a friend, companion, and an older sibling with life in her eyes
A yearn for genius sparks, canvases, and lights under his eyes
You would get tired of holding your own hand at the lake
Answering "table for one" at the restaurant with a Philly Cheese Steak
Wanting his mother to throw another bouquet
A music manager to notify him of a cancelled tour date
And the star looks at itself and wonders why everyone wants to be a star
Stars only glitter against a black screen
Stars die before they commit suicide
Stars can't really be touched because it's against the law
Then the star has an epiphany, it's the original celebrity of all
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Title: Dawn is Home
Posted On: 2015-01-07 22:11:52 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-07 22:11:52 UTC
You
Is that all you can think of
I'm never here when you wake up
Washing my shirts from your makeup
I should be altruistic
I should stop thinking about me
I'm not the one that keeps crying
I'm not the one that wants to stop trying
Pleasure
It's there, but it's subtle
You may have a rebuttal
But I can see that you're troubled
Has he called you again
Is that why your phone never rings
When you see his name
You lose your breath and it's hard to breathe
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Title: Legendary Damage
Posted On: 2015-01-07 01:07:16 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-07 01:07:16 UTC
I don't want to be the new piano in the corner with spider webs and dust all over it
I want to be the old piano with torn key strings, damage from overuse, and then, may the spider webs and dust accompany me as I lay in my last spot
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Title: Surreal Mirrors
Posted On: 2015-01-05 02:31:55 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-05 02:31:55 UTC
If you were backed into a wall holding what you loved the most
Would I be telling you you're holding me too tight
Would I tell you to stop screaming my name, I'm making midnight toast
Would I be the monster that comes for you at night
Are we kissing with lips that say goodbye
Am I running cause I heard a cry
Am I taking away what you love while I look in your eyes
Big girls cry, Big girls die
Big girls turns into a Phoenix and retry
You're not incomplete, I'm not suppose to finish writing your songs
It's just beautiful when they're finish and I can come sing along
I got love in my heart
But I have somewhere to be
You'll hear them calling my name They're people I barely see
You gotta sell yourself to something
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Title: Things She Said To Me
Posted On: 2015-01-04 22:48:02 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-04 22:48:02 UTC
I can cleanse myself inside your liquid soul
Through the vines with grapes, you love to worship girls where they fold
The lights are always green downtown
From another pillow, you can't recall how birds sound
That's fine, I sell my soul every morning
You hate to party with strangers because it's boring
You wanna break the skin of the universe
Deep down you love how the truth truly hurts
Who asks for criticism in such a meticulous world besides you
Who has an affinity to be in love with ridiculous girls besides you
You're an Rubik's cube, with 54 colors
I can see us eating at Houston's, while you charm my mother
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Title: 7 Parties Ago
Posted On: 2015-01-01 00:54:17 UTC
Posted On: 2015-01-01 00:54:17 UTC
I can't party like I envision to on New Year's because I don't have a steady group of friends to stand on club couches yelling out chants we made 7 parties ago.
I can go party but, it won't be fun, it'll be like the other parties where I just listen to music alone, surrounded by people.
I guess I'm subconsciously asking the universe for a good steady set of friends who I can relate to and stand on club couches with while going into 2016.
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Title: Break The Clocks
Posted On: 2014-12-30 00:48:37 UTC
Posted On: 2014-12-30 00:48:37 UTC
If your light just won't glow
And the choices won't choose
And the preacher won't sing
And the freedom won't ring
Don't wait on it
Don't wait on it
Take your time, but don't wait on it
You'll lose the clock if you wait on it
Don't wait on it
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Title: Summer 2027
Posted On: 2014-12-27 04:19:52 UTC
Posted On: 2014-12-27 04:19:52 UTC
There were white robes burning amongst the sky
Molotov cocktails gave light to the city
Chanting the songs of desperate unity
A melody could be felt by the revitalized community
Hugs synonymous to reuniting with long gone heart mates
Eyes were filled with the sweat of those who secured heartache
After realizing equality wouldn't keep melanin safe
The minds of the architects of the pyramids found present space
When they brought up segregation in 2025
We agreed to sign our nation on the line
To depend on each other was a necessity overdue
Equality and justice were never witnessed by the colorful hues
We tried a relationship and you broke our heart and souls literally
Education of self-hate to love false images
To love hair that grows towards heaven and not assimilate to hair that grows towards hell
We see our ex's in public and greet subtlety and wish well
We asked for love and respect
We fought to keep the relationship
But you can't love what you don't understand
And you can't love who you don't understand
This is the break up letter
The letter that didn't want to be written
Segregate politics, banking, and the education system
Only black cops will respond to black children
An abusive relationship with you can no longer be tolerated
Our mother knows we're beautiful
Our father knows we're intelligent
But our relationship here, you make the obvious irrelevant
So, as Summer 2027 breezes by
We still don't forgive you
We will never ask for your help again
...wish it could've worked out.
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Title: Change the Chants
Posted On: 2014-12-23 19:27:57 UTC
Posted On: 2014-12-23 19:27:57 UTC
People live by quotes that blame love for pain and rejection. It's not love that people hate, it's the absence of it. The absence of being held, loved, and cared for. People chant Fuck Love without observing what really happened. Chant "Fuck Absence". It makes more sense cause Fuck Love is like saying Fuck Positivity.
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Title: Autumn Has Fallen
Posted On: 2014-12-01 16:58:53 UTC
Posted On: 2014-12-01 16:58:53 UTC
Placidly walking along the curbs of nature
How could I walk pass such a subtle morgue
I pulled a leaf from it's home
The epiphany of this single leaf alone
I looked around at mother natures seasonal genocide
How could death be so beautiful
If only falling for the daughters of this genocide could feel likewise
Likewise, you glide to the grounds to be swept amongst the rest of the fallen
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Title: Still Gone in LA
Posted On: 2014-11-29 21:21:25 UTC
Posted On: 2014-11-29 21:21:25 UTC
Ask for me, ask for me to run away from all these things
They don't need me no more
Without a mask, at the masquerade and this who I am
Won't let me go no more
And I know, you'll love me when the moon makes it home
Abandon me when the sun stays too long
Who are you to love me like that
She said, at least you know who you were before you met me dear
Sorry I wasn't clear
Where do I go from here
All I know is LA
Everything is LA
Where do I go from here
Can I find me, do I start over
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Title: Gone in LA
Posted On: 2014-11-29 20:48:44 UTC
Posted On: 2014-11-29 20:48:44 UTC
Where would I be, without all your love and passion
Somewhere dead in LA, somewhere so gone in LA
Somewhere tryna be, everything I know I can't be
Telling me to change a little more
I don't think that I could change anymore
If I ever saw you in public I'd be so ashamed
You'd ask me things like; I thought you loved me, I thought you loved you, I guess things do change
I'll say, I needed you all for me
You see it's all over, being me is all over
I wanted something new, over me
Now it's over, all over me
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