Friday, June 28, 2013

Title: New Girls in New Heels
Posted On: 2013-06-27 20:14:17 UTC
You walk like Bambi now But soon you'll walk like Beyonce You walk like Bambi now But soon you'll walk like Beyonce
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Title: Make It Worthwhile
Posted On: 2013-06-27 19:50:36 UTC
The flashbacks, the slow adrenaline, split seconds, and second chances. Out of all of it, I just hope throughout my flashbacks, I see moments shared with friends, a comfortable yet eager lifestyle, a woman nearby who was smiling, chanting crowds, joyful tears, and familiar sounds. Long as that's there, I'm fine with my last moment.
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Title: Searching
Posted On: 2013-06-27 19:30:37 UTC
In December, we LOOK for warmth In August, we FIND everything cold
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Title: Kids With Coronets
Posted On: 2013-06-27 19:11:43 UTC
You would think a mirror is used to see your reflection You're not black or white You're not big or small You're not pretty or ugly You're not short or tall You're that child inside You're that eager teen You're that maturing adult You're a blend between You're that kid on the inside that nobody knows about
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Title: Flakey Summer
Posted On: 2013-06-27 18:19:27 UTC
Clear ice Cold shade Frozen leaves Bloomed trees Polar snakes Scorched water lakes Snow in July
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Title: Looking For You
Posted On: 2013-06-26 18:43:35 UTC
I think I'm wasting my time to find you You're too far from yourself And I will only get lost inside of your lost soul, soul, soul You, you want it too badly baby I know, cause I've felt the same lately Find yourself so I can, find, you too
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Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Title: You Knew I Was Down
Posted On: 2013-06-25 21:01:30 UTC

You know how I feel
Why would I mention
I'm too cold for
New intentions
Don't make me remember we were together, for now
At least when I find love that's better, not now
I'm fine, I promise
I know I'll break that promise
I thought I would feel different by now, but I don't
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Title: Second Home Sick
Posted On: 2013-06-25 20:36:07 UTC

Don't forget that I'm still here
You don't have to address all your fears
Alone, Alone
I'll care for your soul
Don't wait until I'm gone
To tell me it's home
It's home
You didn't tell me I mattered
For so long
But I knew it and I'm gone
Was that wrong
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Title: No Wishes x No Yesterday's
Posted On: 2013-06-24 21:54:30 UTC

Why wait till birthdays and holidays to celebrate
Why wait till birthdays and holidays to speak
Why wait till birthdays and holidays to do anything
What if I don't make it to my birthday or the holidays
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Title: Scrolls of Teddy No Heart
Posted On: 2013-06-24 21:35:33 UTC

We idolize those emotionally identical
Again one can always rise as a Phoenix inside
I'll never tear out the pages of learned lessons
Blessings never come with the title as "Blessings"
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Title: Surf Club
Posted On: 2013-06-24 21:17:53 UTC

Ride the wave until you crash into second chances
Ride the wave until you're above your most felt
Ride the wave until it scares you for more intentions
Ride the wave until it's no more wave left
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Title: Kids Wear Crowns Over Here
Posted On: 2013-06-24 20:49:39 UTC

We get accustomed to a zone
But real life is outside of our own
My tight rope is across rivers and dirt
Only myself can find responsibility for the pain or not felt when hurt
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Title: Kelly Gale Forreal
Posted On: 2013-06-24 20:35:30 UTC

I just want someone to call when I don't make it home
See pictures that make her differentiate her tone
Tell me that I party too much
I'm hard to get in touch
Someone to say I'm close to losing trust
Tell me I'm not the one anymore
Something I heard before
Take me from a careless boy to a man that cares more
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Title: Not Answering
Posted On: 2013-06-21 20:09:36 UTC

You forgot what you had
I forgot who I was
Damn we broke that sofa
All inside my loafers
I seen a phone call
This shit ain't right at all
Before I find the love of my life
I hope karma don't call.
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Title: She Can But I Won't
Posted On: 2013-06-21 19:16:07 UTC

You don't trust yourself?

Nope, I do things I sort of regret when I'm sober (sex with the wrong girls) so I know I'll do the wrong things if I drink. It's not like I'll drink until I'm drunk, I just know I'll blame it on the fact that I was drinking for the reason of mistakes when I probably wasn't that drunk. I know what I'm capable of.
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Title: Pussy
Posted On: 2013-06-21 06:28:10 UTC

Nothing from worse
Nothing from pain
Tears of Joy
I wanna make your vagina cry.
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Title: A Conversation With Asalyn
Posted On: 2013-06-20 21:56:51 UTC

Yea, their clique, their relationship, some leave. The girl I recently got closest to just caught a plane back to London, the night before she left she touched me around my ear knowing it could turn me and I kept squeezing her hips, rubbing her bra outline and her pantie outline. I didn't wanna make a move because I didn't wanna ruin the friendship we had created but at the same I felt like she was trying to provoke me into making the first move. So now I'm left with this feeling like I lost something, I want whatever that moment was to continue, and I wanna know why she waited so long....I just..idk, I just wish we could've finished what was gonna happen.

You got alot of feelings bro

Lol yea I know,  it's something that's not finished. She opened up a chapter that I really wanna finish now.

Then finish it

She's in London

Go to London

I'll just wait until she comes back, hopefully the chapter is still open
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Title: Ballet Practice
Posted On: 2013-06-19 20:08:25 UTC
 
I see you're into ballet
I seen you inside the café
I seen you on all ten
Like they do in ballet
Can I watch you practice maybe
I just finished all my work
I just wanna show you at least one guy noticed all your worth
Show me how that barre work
Stretch it out, yea stretch it out
If I gotta be a danseur to get near you, start my lessons now
Because I wanna make the most of this
If I let you inside, I won't let no one get close to it
Even if she's screaming and she's saying they're supposed to fit
It's just past too late for y'all
I know you hate to hear that shit
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Title: Burning Chanel
Posted On: 2013-06-19 18:17:37 UTC

I've been thinking with my heart
Been doing it from the start
Just tell me who you are
Before we get too far
I wanna see
Who you're really out to be
Because I've seen this game
And you're not fooling me
If you're somebody else, baby let me know right now
If you're somebody else, baby let me know right now
Before we get too far along in this game
I know I'm here for desires, I'm not ashamed
I brought some gasoline to this frozen flame
Just remember me and make sure you scream my name

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Title: Pinocchio Girls
Posted On: 2013-06-19 04:53:32 UTC

You stand tall on all 10 been doing ballet your whole life.
That girl that I'll walk down the aisle with, not to buy food but walk in front of rice
I broke somebody's heart before, I promised myself I wouldn't do it twice
So come this time around for you and me, I'll try to get it all right

So trust me this time
Cause I don't even really trust me this time
Sometimes I leave when the tree is just fine
From the rumors these girls try to plant in my mind
Like, I can see her right now
I'm so fucking serious I see her right now
But my phone messed up, can't show the proof right now
It ain't nothing else that I can do right now
I shouldn't have answered my phone
When you wasn't home
Cause I let em fuck us up
Now I'm just chilling alone
All in my zone
And I got extra cups
Just in case you wanna come over
Just in case you wanna get closer
Just in case you wanna find closure
Either one just come right over
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Title: Moons
Posted On: 2013-06-18 22:05:07 UTC

You can peak through my blinds if you'd like to
But you're too far
You could brighten up my nights
But you're too far
I can see you, but I never get to see you
Cause you're too far
So close for sight, but too far to see who you are
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Title: A Owls Soul
Posted On: 2013-06-17 18:54:25 UTC

It's not your hair, it's your mind
It's not your eyes, it's the way you view time
It's not your full lips, it's the way you talk to me
It's not your legs, it's the way you walk with me
It's not your pussy, it's the way you keep it private
It's not the way your breast show, it's the way you never hide it
It's not you, it's who you are
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Title: Undone Doings (Roundtrip London)
Posted On: 2013-06-16 21:07:26 UTC

Passenger, wanna drive in
Empty pool, wanna dive in
When you touched me, you made the fun rise
Can I get a shake without the fries
By shake, I mean the cue to do whatever
But I won't do whatever, I wish this light was better
Cause I ain't seen this side of you before
After this I wanna say I seen this side before
I thought I got the cue, but I ignored it
I caressed your stomach, I adored it
I think we got lost in the woods of vulnerability
Could've been paradise,
Didn't have to happen twice
Half sleep and half dreaming
If we make this mistake, we just humans being human beings
This a unfinished night, I'ma save it my mind
When you come back from London, we can press rewind
I ain't got nobody to love
I ain't got nobody to hate
If it happen all over
The situation is fate
But we ain't finish
We'll replenish
Passenger, drive in it
Pools, I'll dive in it



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Title: Bitch I'm Back Out My Coma
Posted On: 2013-06-15 23:16:56 UTC

No matter how far I go
I'ma still think about it
I won't forget about it
I'ma let the world know about it
She want the man of her dreams
But she can't fall asleep
Those sleeping pills and helping
You just can't get rid of me
Shit I'm in there forever
Loving me just ain't clever
It's still always after never
Ain't no gold in my treasure
Life right now it's at that time of the month
But this bitch on the pill so it's every month
Undone steak inside
I wish no luck to the youngings inside
I just call it a night
I won't save the princess
Show love to the motherland
But keep far with the incest
I know the truth, I know I'm just another man
Wanna judge me, take it up with another man

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Title: Arak Arak
Posted On: 2013-06-15 05:07:25 UTC

That girl that's had so much done to her from what she's been through
She'll probably end up loving you or trying from what you don't do
Girl don't you feel ashamed
because you're not the same
Your insecurities are so flawless
I got some confidence for your pain
One of those girls who get hated,  because she's gold on the outside
They just wish they were you or better, it makes them cold on the outside
Just be patient young girl
You'll grow up and be nearly perfect
Everything you can't explain now, later you'll know just how to word it
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Title: I'll Be Fine
Posted On: 2013-06-14 03:16:41 UTC

I hate this cold Toronto shit
Trying to explain the feelings that I don't know shit
I wanna write about some good girls and good night's
But I'm still in Toronto trying to find the what to do lights
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Title: New Autumn
Posted On: 2013-06-14 03:07:17 UTC

I thought everything you said was real I believed in you too
You lived in a glass house but the blinds were closed I couldn't see through
You had the best lies that I ever heard, they all seemed so true
You mentioned to me all your old friends but all these niggas sound new
5 years later
Got engaged, got married, got divorced and I hate her
Cause I ain't kneel down to propose
I didn't offer her the ring
She left 6 years ago

You wore a veil way before the wedding day



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Title: No Strings Attached
Posted On: 2013-06-12 18:46:46 UTC

First love is a little foolishness and a lot of curiosity
I still haven't found the one so I know I have a lot to see
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Title: The Calm Pt. 1
Posted On: 2013-06-12 15:12:01 UTC

Calling all these girls that I never get to see
Just tryna share my blessings and the moments that can be
They never see the calls like a blind referee
Then they tell me that they miss me and I have to disagree
I get my desires mixed around with all my needs
And I still won't regret it with the egos that I feed
Got a lock outside my heart and I ain't giving out the key
Cause I did that shit before and if you listen you can see
I can tell you hate me from the shit I try to read
But I get inside my feelings click it off no more to see
And I been on a Fuck em all spree
They say happiness is free but that shit come with a fee
Tried to make my parents proud so I got a damn degree
Ask them niggas up at Harvard from the hood if they agree
My father trying to tell me that Caylas the one for me
Best friends turning lovers man that shit ain't guaranteed
Plus every girl I'm into always make a way to leave
Ed hardy verses got it all over my sleeve
And it really ain't a lot that I'll believe
When the people that's around me don't believe in their beliefs
People believe the worst of information that's released
Better things will happen and that shit will get the least
I just want it all to start to cause....
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Title: Why I Write
Posted On: 2013-06-11 22:26:51 UTC

I'm that kid with no one to talk to
That oddball with no one to walk to
Emotional but stable
More stories to tell than news on the cable
I know someone else feels like me
So I write for those who feel like me
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Title: Cool Kids Get All The Pussy
Posted On: 2013-06-11 21:42:27 UTC

I heard the stories that all came before me
I fall for new girls at times that ignore me
They find someone else and get torn apart
I would've been there from the start
But I won't waste this moment to save you
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Title: Brand New Titties
Posted On: 2013-06-11 21:17:20 UTC

She's stumbling in heels
Her lipstick is kind of wrong
Her dress slightly fits
She hates her hair splits
Her boobs are growing
Her stolen thong is showing
Her pants are tight
Young boys get a sight

Don't move too fast
Cause beauty doesn't last
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Title: Kim Kardashian
Posted On: 2013-06-11 21:09:01 UTC

I told myself I wouldn't do this
I told myself I wouldn't go through this
I tried to walk the other way
This feeling wasn't far away
It's nothing I can just explain
To understand, you must obtain

She got me while I was lost
If love was sold, this would never cost
If you walk away again
Let me run until I reach my end
Now it's done, now I'm done
I hope you got what you wanted and had all of your fun
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Title: Paris Hilton
Posted On: 2013-06-11 20:53:50 UTC

Don't let anyone tell you wrong of your own perfection
Stay true to those around you and your reflection
What's a beautiful distraction besides you
I won't ignore the satisfaction towards you
Let my mistakes find the unknown pleasures inside of you
I like the inside and outside of the other side of you
The end of the nights will never be all
Let that dress fall and let me finish you off
Love yourself so I can love you too
Open your windows in the morning, let my sun shine through
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Title: Crossing Memphis Waters
Posted On: 2013-06-11 19:31:49 UTC

Them Memphis girls that make us drive across the bridge
Some niggas got phobias but they gotta know what it is
We get there and we ready for it to go down
Show me you the baddest around and why it's your town
Surprise me with all that shit that you was talking
Let me know that it was real  Take your time I got time to kill
You look just like the pictures you sent me inside your lingerie
I'm all speechless and whatever, not a lot to say
Ay dios mio, gon and repeat it
Which Michael is your preference girl Rockin Robin or Beat it
Versatile and a lot of stamina
Don't be giving up your heart cause I promise girl I will damage ya
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Title: Fireworks in London
Posted On: 2013-06-10 03:53:41 UTC

Can you miss your flight for me
I know that's so selfish of me
But I got a secret to tell you
I wanna see the real you

I think I'm ready for you
Are you ready for me
I'm think I'm ready for you
Are you ready for me
I just want one chance to find out what it's like to know the real you

I think you're perfect for me
The only one that adores me
Your love is worth my letters
If you get cold I'll send some sweaters

I think I'm ready for you
Are you ready for me
I'm think I'm ready for you
Are you ready for me
I just want one chance to find out what it's like to know the real you

London is your home now
Where will I find my fun now
I think I see the sun now
But I don't wanna run now

I think I'm ready for you
Are you ready for me
I'm think I'm ready for you
Are you ready for me
I just want one chance to find out what it's like to know the real you

I've felt this here, too many times
And I don't wanna let it go this time
I think I'm ready, I want your forever now
I just hope you miss your flight for me.
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Title: A Cup of XO and Self Esteem
Posted On: 2013-06-07 00:12:22 UTC

I got a cup of what you need
Look inside and you'll see
I got a cup full of confidence
I got a cup of self esteem
Take a sip of this
But drink it slow
Cause too much of this
Can make you overdose
You feel beautiful now
Are you conceited
You feel confident now
Everything you say, you mean it

I told you not to overdose
You can use my shirt for your bloody nose
You think you're better than them
Oh girl I hope you can swim
Because you're drowning in your own troubles
I should've split that drink into a double
If you hate me for it take a shot at me
If you love me for it take a shot of me
If my apology is worth it
I'm sorry, I just tried to make you perfect
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Title: Pandas
Posted On: 2013-06-07 00:10:51 UTC

More of these we would be fine
More of these, non-existent separate lines
More of these color blind
Why couldn't we all be Pandas
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Title: Conscious Thumbs
Posted On: 2013-06-07 00:09:39 UTC

We sit at a table and pray
They crouch behind grass and prey
Before we eat, we pray
Before they eat, they prey
Without a conscious is the difference between our praey
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Title: Pair of Chutes
Posted On: 2013-06-07 00:08:50 UTC

I'm on the edge of this mountain of catastrophe
Down below is a state of unknown
Soon I'll jump without a parachute
To find the light in this darkness of curiosity
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Title: Jimi Hendrix Taught God Guitar
Posted On: 2013-06-07 00:07:44 UTC

Jimi Jimi
I heard God wanted to learn how to play guitar like you
A soul full of tunes and gold
The strings you managed to hold

Think about that funky music
Make that funky music
Play that funky music
You let us hear that funky music

You're new music is so far now
I know God knows how to play the guitar now
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Title: End Of Us
Posted On: 2013-06-07 00:06:17 UTC

We've done it
We probably shouldn't have done it
But damn it felt so good
I'll do it again if I could
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Title: Planes In My Night
Posted On: 2013-06-06 02:10:41 UTC

Have you ever been to Houston
Have you ever been to Vegas
Have you ever been to California
Have I told you about my patience

I can't wait till you call or text me and tell me you're in town
I may go overboard with my chivalry
But that's only a little me

I hope we get drunk and forget about the night
If I apologize for anything you'll let me know it's alright

But I'm way more fine with wine and conversation
I just want to see your beautiful face, I been waiting

This is my confession, this is how I feel
I just hope your flight here is real
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Title: Comfort Zone
Posted On: 2013-06-06 00:25:07 UTC

I don't drink
I don't wanna get married too
But if you can get me to sip Champagne
You can probably convince me to marry you
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Title: A Bartender Named Jaye
Posted On: 2013-06-06 00:20:36 UTC

Talking over loud music
But in that moment, if I could I still wouldn't mute it
Because she had to get so close to me for me to hear her
I adored her already so much and I wanted to kiss her
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Title: Chanel Customs
Posted On: 2013-06-06 00:16:22 UTC

She left her lipstick on the glass
She left her lipstick on the napkin
What made you such a woman
Girl I'm dying to know what happen
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Title: Give My All To You
Posted On: 2013-06-05 23:59:41 UTC

You don't have to worry about me
I got you tonight
But if you wanna take control of the moment
I won't put up a fight
It's been a long time
So I'ma take a long time
I want you to go until you finish
Girl come and cross the line
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Title: Ballet In Memphis?
Posted On: 2013-06-05 09:40:22 UTC

I guess my attention didn't mean nothing to you
You had a whole crowd that would give it all to you
Why couldn't you do ballet
Did it need to be cachet
I hope you call me when you step off the stage
I still know the songs that make you move when they're played
All this space just doesn't feel right
I'll probably come and see you tonight
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Title: Bermuda Dreams
Posted On: 2013-06-05 09:07:05 UTC

It's a girl that I wanna be with
It's a girl that wants to be with me
But I can't find myself to be with her
She can't find herself to be with me
I wish it all would work out
I wish I could find a clone
And she could find a clone too
And all my thoughts would be true
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Title: Pictures From Las Vegas
Posted On: 2013-06-05 08:28:29 UTC

I hate that I had to let you go
Cause I really wanted you to know
So much left unsaid
That I'll never get to say
I should've said my words
We could've had our words
It wasn't a lot
But it would've meant a lot
It probably would've even made you stay
Hopefully I can come to Vegas one day

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Title: Nothing Left Now
Posted On: 2013-06-05 02:18:01 UTC

I've been dancing
I've been singing
I've been running
I've been playing with a cold fire
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Title: When Guys Get Raped
Posted On: 2013-06-03 23:00:46 UTC

I've got a similar story
No blood nothing gory
I was taking by someone
She was so fucking horny
I told her no
And she knew
She undressed me
It was nothing I could do
If I called emergency
They wouldn't take me serious
So I just have to act like I enjoy it
But I actually enjoy it
I won't tell on you
For taking me from me
I'll probably tell a friend
I'm sure she'll laugh at me
When it's a man's world
It's a, MAN'S WORLD
You gotta be a man about being taken away
Because it's a, MAN'S WORLD


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Title: Too Far Gone
Posted On: 2013-06-03 19:14:16 UTC

I know I'm not the only one, that calls your phone this late
I hear your voicemail talking to me, I know it's just too late
You don't know where your heart is
You made love to all of us
I heard the heart is for home
But we're far too gone

We're not coming back
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Title: She Went Back to LA
Posted On: 2013-06-03 06:33:46 UTC

She went back home and she's not coming back
I should've told you how I feel
This shit is too real
It was nobody then
But it's somebody else now
I had a chance to have it all
But quantity was overall
The girl in a red dress
You always looked your best
I should've told you I loved you maybe you would've stayed
But now you're home in LA
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Thursday, June 6, 2013

I went through my notepads and figured I have about 3 mixtapes with 9 tracks each with good quality songs touching base of several emotions and moments people can relate to. I start piano practice tomorrow, I'll start vocal practice next week so I can become comfortable with my voice and make it better.
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Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Title: Real Summer's
Posted On: 2013-06-03 00:59:20 UTC
When all the winter friendships get old All the warm love made gets cold Everything held in finds a way to be told Warmth is beautiful and it was too cold to be bold
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Title: Waking Up Without a Spirit
Posted On: 2013-05-31 18:44:30 UTC
I woke up this morning in complete doubt I didn't believe in anything for a few minutes I honestly gave up on life for 10 minutes Then my spirit came back in the room and apologized for being out.
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Title: She Went Back to LA
Posted On: 2013-06-03 06:33:46 UTC
She went back home and she's not coming back I should've told you how I feel This shit is too real It was nobody then But it's somebody else now I had a chance to have it all But quantity was overall The girl in a red dress You always looked your best I should've told you I loved you maybe you would've stayed But now you're home in LA
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Title: Too Far Gone
Posted On: 2013-06-03 19:14:16 UTC
I know I'm not the only one, that calls your phone this late I hear your voice mail talking to me, I know it's just too late You don't know where your heart is You made love to all of us I heard the heart is for home But we're far too gone We're not coming back
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Title: When Guys Get Raped
Posted On: 2013-06-03 23:00:46 UTC
I've got a similar story No blood nothing gory I was taking by someone She was so fucking horny I told her no And she knew She undressed me It was nothing I could do If I called emergency They wouldn't take me serious So I just have to act like I enjoy it But I actually enjoy it I won't tell on you For taking me from me I'll probably tell a friend I'm sure she'll laugh at me When it's a man's world It's a, MAN'S WORLD You gotta be a man about being taken away Because it's a, MAN'S WORLD
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