I won Fan of the Month for Wordonroad.net so June seems to be starting out as a good month. I hope Drake reads it, he doesn't have to respond, I just hope that him or 40 or Niko or CJ or Oliver or any of them read it, they all changed my life and I want them to know that. I recorded a song and I hate the way my voice sounds, I like what I'm saying, I just don't like my accent, it's too thick. So I've decided to take piano and vocal lessons next Friday because I really wanna like my own voice.

Title: Kara Michelle Pt 5
Posted On: 2013-05-29 08:39:27 UTC

So far but yet so close Fine as wine beyond a toast I could grab your hand and kiss it This stranger offers flights to higher ups so I won't let you miss it

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Title: Kara Michelle Pt 4
Posted On: 2013-05-29 08:37:52 UTC

I'll make this mystery last We've had conversations in the past For now I'll send complimentary poetry to your fine ass

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Title: Kara Michelle Pt 3
Posted On: 2013-05-29 08:33:58 UTC

Through the eyes of a admirer in secret Open your soul for the moments I desire Until you find the door to your mystery I'll be a secret that pulls you higher

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Title: Kara Michelle Pt 2
Posted On: 2013-05-29 08:31:45 UTC

I might Or should I keep it out from the bright Clues will be in sight I'll mention your beauty within the light.

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Title: Kara Michelle Pt 1
Posted On: 2013-05-29 06:41:48 UTC

Your eyes as vivid as this scene Only wishes till the vivid is seen No matter how deep lust may breed I'll be someone you may never see

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Title: Canoe By The Ships
Posted On: 2013-05-29 04:59:54 UTC

All these single people Yet, we're all still single I find myself in between secrets Because I've been molded into a secret I'm careless about my own secret I'll let the world keep it Keep me away Let me stay in my place

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Title: Here Where I Am
Posted On: 2013-05-29 04:50:08 UTC

I've found myself trying to purchase new friends I lose the ones I have when every semester ends I don't believe in what I use too I believe in what I'm used to

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Title: Here Comes The Sun
Posted On: 2013-05-27 05:38:53 UTC

When you feel you're making love, but you're not This road is too long and I want it to stop I don't like where this is leading me But it's nothing else that's leading me Out of all the practice you've had It's still some skills that you lack The music's so loud So they can't hear you shout My name, my name I can see you through the clouds I hear your friend against the wall, I know you hear it too Here comes the sun, it's bout to fall, I know you feel it too

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Title: Your Friend
Posted On: 2013-05-27 05:17:52 UTC

Your best friend is so attractive I know that you're mine She's one of a kind If I wasn't with you, then she'll probably be mine. Please don't leave us alone in a room Cause the end of us could come real soon. I'll be lying if I said all I want is you I just wish she wanted you too That'll work out for both us Cause you been curious. You can't say you don't feel that way From what you said yesterday Just don't leave us alone Or I'll be leaving alone

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Title: Dirty Windshield
Posted On: 2013-05-26 21:19:47 UTC

I can't see damn thing out of my windshield The dew is all smurred The nights are all blurred She offer me a drink every time, I'm never sure In a moment where sex gains is a loss Looking for something I'm not sure I even lost A cloudy room, games on the counter I hope she ain't thinking that I think I found her I only know a few people that surround her I feel like my standards been taking downers 5am calls, she aint wearing nothing but pants She was ready in advance Regular shit except I came a little early Green light cruise so I rode with Ms. Pearly But it's always after that have me feeling like Ye All I do is come and go, I never find a need to stay This is where virgins think life is the best Keep your virginity, my life is a mess I've been so reckless and I don't see change I'm hoping by August my life's not the same

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Title: Beale Street Blues
Posted On: 2013-05-25 15:15:52 UTC

Blazing advertising lights All of the moon light Taxi cabs are passing by Older lovers pass right by I see London I see France I see people with their friends Alcohol spilled on the sidewalk Not a ear around for my side talk When I'm alone, I come to this place Maybe I can fill up this space But I'm standing in a crowd All alone and standing out

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Title: Young and Reckless
Posted On: 2013-05-25 11:30:50 UTC

I can't find any love today We're all so young and reckless Love or hate you'll still be breathless I'm just trying to be more selfless

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Title: Pink Revealing
Posted On: 2013-05-25 03:48:02 UTC

She's one of those girls you don't show to the family She's one of those girls that you see at night She's one of those girls with the drugs inside of her Cause that's the only way you can get inside of her But I see more than a girl full of drugs I see a girl that's burning for love She's looking in the wrong places And she can't take it She's got so many stories, so many tears So many nights she had sex out of fear I'll be here for you When nobody is there for you Cause your love is all pain All you feel is champagne So baby trust me While you lust me Because we both got a past and we can make it all better if we just look pass ...Are you down for the fall?

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Title: Tell Me Where Your Heart Is
Posted On: 2013-05-24 15:17:38 UTC

Tell me where your heart is girl I'm trying to find your heart one day Nowhere is too far for me I'll go to the moon one day So tell me can I find it girl I'm trying to get lost today If I find nothing at all You can have mine today

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Title: Comfort Crutch
Posted On: 2013-05-24 01:32:05 UTC

I been a crutch for too long Because she just can't move on And when she got that love back Responses never come back I knew exactly what to do Heartbreak, I've felt it too I just tried to comfort you And my intentions weren't true I would've never even kissed you Gave myself a reason to miss you I only held you that night Because I knew it would make you feel alright But I'm glad y'all back together I just hope that this season's better But don't tell me that you miss me If this season's not any better Cause I don't believe heartbroken girls anymore Cause they'll use you till their heartbreaker comes through the door ...when they finally learn how to move on, they move on from you.

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Title: Nothing Is The Same
Posted On: 2013-05-21 19:50:04 UTC

There were days so dark There were nights much darker I almost forgot how to smile But everything is so much better now

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Title: Empty Lust
Posted On: 2013-05-21 14:30:09 UTC

I caressed your whole body But I didn't feel a thing I tasted your sweet skin But I didn't taste a thing I looked deep inside of you But I didn't see a thing I heard you say my name But I didn't hear a thing I whiffed your hair on my shoulders But I didn't smell a thing All this sex is so empty I won't stop until I'm empty

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Title: Ignorant Homies
Posted On: 2013-05-21 06:49:52 UTC

My nigga call them bitches, my cousin call them hoes I refer to them as women, something they never heard before Whats a woman, cuz, homie? That beautiful being you call a bitch or a hoe cuz and homie That spirit that'll lift you up in the morning That spirit that you kiss after yawning Cuz shut up, Homie chill with that sweet shit I can't tell y'all niggas shit

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Title: Looking Again
Posted On: 2013-05-21 06:14:27 UTC

If I tell you that I love you don't take it too serious Overtime heartbreak can make one so curious Searching for love in this hateful world I texted you and said I love you did you get that girl.

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Title: Not My Queen
Posted On: 2013-05-21 02:47:24 UTC

She won't even talk to me A lot of trust issues Would it help if I said I never kiss but I'll kiss you Just let down a wall for me You don't have to give your all to me I just hope when you decide to talk I hope you're calling me You're not with me but I'll treat you like it You're not my queen but I'll treat you like it

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Title: 3am
Posted On: 2013-05-21 00:04:23 UTC

We got here really fast She likes to take this part slow I'm not into making love But I still can't tell her no I just can't tell her no I don't love her But I trust her I need to let her go

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Title: Bar Tune
Posted On: 2013-05-20 00:53:20 UTC

All these girls in here Love is what they all fear If you look them in the face You can see the trail of tears So my compliments don't mean shit Her glass was full now it's a little bit Try to make feel better, she tell me to save it She just dealing with her shit and trying to get faded.

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Title: Catch Me Slipping
Posted On: 2013-05-19 21:58:03 UTC

I've been running through this hallway Look at everything I've done All these shattered pictures All these broken hearts Look at everything I've done You should've said no to me But you didn't Look at everything I've done I made promises and broke them Look at everything I've done You threw the flowers away You'll forget me by the day Cause you regret me today But baby fuck what you say Because I been in my zone I'm never really alone They call me late at night I'm getting over you right ...now, now I'm feeling off my feet, my feet, my feet, my feet I been cleaning off my sheets Because they can't stay here with me Girl this that Punch Drunk Love Somebody slipped some in your cup Tonight I'ma show yo ass what's up In the morning you can throw it all up A life routine that always happens to me, to me, to me to me This shit is crazy, because I want the one that's for me, for me, for me, for me I'm in the wrong place and I can't find a way to leave Because these devils look so beautiful and she's sitting next to me ...Make me feel like it's alright.

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Title: Falling for Trust
Posted On: 2013-05-19 19:57:34 UTC

She doesn't wanna feel the same She doesn't wanna feel ashamed And I won't let her I won't let her Turn the music up Let the veil fall down Hispanic cotton candy I know it has a sound I'm trusting you I'll take it off But don't make me regret Ohh how crazy can I get They see us They see us They wanna be us They wanna be us Did I do right or wrong And if you fall don't fall long

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Title: Back In Toronto Pt. 3
Posted On: 2013-05-19 06:15:16 UTC

She been asking for me She been asking for me Be careful Be careful You need to switch it up Cause lately you been fucking up And it's nothing she can do And the dreams of her cheating will come true If she touches me, it's over It's over It's over It's over She'll be gone She won't come home I'll see your name on her phone She's tired of feeling alone I don't want to but I will I will I will I will I'ma take her to the clouds I'ma stretch her body out She'll feel so high (echo) And she won't come down ....It's almost over for you.

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Title: Who are you? Game Poem
Posted On: 2013-05-19 03:33:47 UTC

I am My own mystery Looking for friends to last forever Or someone to make us stay together Influenced by heartbroken strippers and Toronto natives Telling women how I really feel so it's never a what if In hopes that all my hopes come somewhat true And some of the wishes I actually make fall through.

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Title: You Don't Really Miss Me
Posted On: 2013-05-19 02:12:53 UTC

Hey James, I miss you Hey I miss you too Don't you have my number You didn't call me all summer I don't believe what you say It's just something nice to say You could've called You could've texted You could've came right over But now I'm like fuck it all, it's over

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Title: Gold Pyramids
Posted On: 2013-05-18 16:05:51 UTC

My generation don't need prayers, we need favors. We still trying to look like the same people that hate us Seem like it ain't a such thing as a dark skin bad bitch New niggas don't understand they slaving for fabric Ask him do he got a car, he'll say he can't afford it And walk away in brand new Michael Jordan's All these dark girls wanna be light girls They want long hair so they can look like a white girl Slavery ain't dead, its in the 14th amendment When niggas get in trouble they freedom get suspended They got a veil on our faces,handing niggas cases Read between the lines, Jim Crow still in the laces I hope these new niggas see it Cause them old niggas ain't even see it I know the truth about them niggas with the fairer skin They stole the world from the people in the Pharaoh skin

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Title: Drunk Girls Don't Remember You
Posted On: 2013-05-18 02:56:06 UTC

I was sober I was jaded She doesn't really remember last night When we fucked, she was faded

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Title: No New Friends
Posted On: 2013-05-17 22:21:17 UTC

Don't come back and try to piece together our friendship again because I don't have my pieces anymore and I'm not going to look for them.

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Title: Pink Piano
Posted On: 2013-05-17 18:02:20 UTC

I tried to leave my mark on your body Tell me why did you stopped me Oh girl I know that there's a reason Why is there a limit to my pleasing Don't run from me (echo) Baby cum for me (echo) You whispered, you wish that you could feel this forever (echo) I know tonight you're probably done with me (echo) Wrap your legs around me Your body looks so weak I really should've thought it through Drunk girls don't remember you You look so full of drugs Bite marks and some hugs I wasn't satisfied I wanna make love, no fuck I'm just another guy Don't make more of the lies Girl, I know it's other people Don't make it seem so equal

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Title: Pink Clouds
Posted On: 2013-05-17 18:01:05 UTC

The shit that I fall for The shit I get into It's never for me But the other side adores me Don't let me stay This ain't me This ain't me This ain't me Atlanta, but I'm in Toronto You're doing things I don't know You told your friend to go in the room You asked me if I'll be back soon Not too much drugs I can't fall in love I'm pretty sure it someone else you like to touch You're in your zone You look so gone I think the reason that I'm here is the simple fact that you just felt alone....

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Title: Bermuda Triangles
Posted On: 2013-05-16 04:02:27 UTC

That's half of what happened She wasn't coming back I thought it was over But it just wasn't over In this shit again This ain't the first time I want a single lady I been in triangles lately

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Title: Dance With The City
Posted On: 2013-05-16 03:14:06 UTC

I don't know what's wrong with me She's the wrong one for my soul But I still wanna try it out After all the stories I been told You danced with the whole city These stories ain't looking pretty I got a past too I think I'm perfect for you Even your friends told me to leave But I don't wanna believe So I'ma take this chance And try to be your last dance

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Title: Tired of Your Messages
Posted On: 2013-05-13 04:09:25 UTC

I hate hearing from you It's always something new The way I get to you and say there's nothing I can do I just really hope you find Someone better than last time Because I'm tired of these messages from you Don't apologize to me, if it was true Keep wishing Keep wishing Somebody's gonna get all their wishes I won't be around I bet you'll miss this sound When I meet somebody new I hope you never come around Why won't you get over me There's nothing else that we could be I really hate the shit you do I can't wait for someone new ....so I can forget about you

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Title: Hey Mama
Posted On: 2013-05-12 15:58:43 UTC

This is to my mother Who gave life to my brother If I could, I wouldn't choose no other So lucky to be blessed by no other Your love is perfect You were there for my first heartbreak When I didn't want to live anymore You told me there was more to take There for my achievements There with no reason I learned so much from you So if you ever need me I got you.

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Title: You Can't Make Me Fall
Posted On: 2013-05-11 07:35:22 UTC

I see You were sitting next to me Then you found a place for us And I put myself so deep But don't try to lie me So I'll stay around for keeps Cause I understand the games I been living in my flames Don't fall for me Don't fall for me You'll be lost you see You won't know where to be I'm the best I don't believe you Better than the rest I don't believe you Devil in a dress Don't deceive me Devil in disguise Do you believe me I'm just another guy Just here to please you I don't plan to stay I came to leave you Until you call again And say you miss me But you don't miss me You didn't even kiss me Let me know what you need Don't try to lie on your knees Cause I won't believe you Don't you know I can see you

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Title: Italy
Posted On: 2013-05-11 07:09:20 UTC

Show me everything in your head Show me everything that you said I don't care if you think, about him while you're here I see it through your eyes, they're blueish greyish sheer Don't feel bad Don't feel bad I been wanting to feel this here for years And now you're here after all these years I really hope that this is unforgettable Before this moment you were unforgettable Say something new Bite me and tell me twice In Italian That'll be truly nice

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Title: November
Posted On: 2013-05-11 06:44:19 UTC

Another heart I caught but I didn't drop it this time I see what the hell is wrong with me I tried comfort you every night I know that's not right But I fall for broken hearted girls every time You felt dead so I brought a little life to your line That's my mistake It won't happen again

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Title: Kiwi For Dinner
Posted On: 2013-05-11 06:28:14 UTC

You been away from me for way too long So this song is for you So this song is for you I think I miss your kiss, I made you sin Take all the blame for you Take all the blame for you Who is it now It isn't me It isn't me Just don't get married I wasn't done I wasn't done Don't forget about me I remember you I remember you I left my marks before I'll do it again I'll do it again It's been too long I'm feeling new I'm feeling new Did I fall in love I hope I'm not I hope I'm not But if I am, then it's all fine.

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Title: Do Your Wrongs With Me
Posted On: 2013-05-09 17:49:06 UTC

This is wrong This is selfish I can't help it If you cheat on him I hope that it's with me It'll be our secret Just something we can keep Cause I think about it Cause I know you're about it It'll happen soon, I don't doubt it

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Title: Back in Toronto. Pt 2
Posted On: 2013-05-09 11:49:33 UTC

She was talking about you You better get it together She had a mysterious look She doesn't know why yall are even together We were talking about us Describing the way we fuck She doesn't wanna fall in love I wanna fuck her till she falls for me I'm not on a mission But she told me her desired position All the pain, all the tears you made Won't give her any resistance I think you're running out of time I think tonight is mine We can dive through sins The night will never end She tried to let you know What you did before But you did it again But you did it again Shoulder straps are falling Her body is calling She's about to fall And I'll be there for the fall She tried to warn you

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Title: OVO Nirvana
Posted On: 2013-05-07 18:45:39 UTC

You see the skyline In a distance Nothing is the same But nothing is different That's where your heart is So change isn't difference The city missed you too The skies talk if you listen New Summer No new friends No new friends No no no But we're just hurt right now We don't wanna give a fuck right now So we stay away from love right now We thought we would be in love right now But we're still young on a slate Memories for later and more better mistakes.

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Title: Back in Toronto
Posted On: 2013-05-06 21:53:30 UTC

I think you're getting out of hand When she's around, she doesn't have a man I'm trying to warn you Before she's gone too I've made love to a hurt girl before They think they won't feel the pain no more But it's still there Cause you're still there I'm still here To catch her tears You should make a change Before she tries to fuck away her pain Because the drinking doesn't work anymore It won't be long before her clothes are on the floor She's been over here lately You been driving her crazy I'm trying to warn you Before she's gone too You still got time To make for better times She's still a innocent dove .... But I'm warning you, she's over here and she wants to feel loved.

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Title: How You Mean
Posted On: 2013-05-06 21:00:32 UTC

I know it's something I know it's someone I don't what it is I don't know who it is I doubt it's a man But if it's human, I'll rather it be a woman All of this unknown All of this known unknown All of these stories about What's right and wrong How do you feel higher power Are you mad Are you fine Did we get out of line Are these books that were written Reveal the true forbidden Or Is the truth still hidden A theist and a Omnist I am One god and equal respect I hope you understand Its hard to believe in a unknown woman or man

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Title: 92
Posted On: 2013-05-06 19:03:29 UTC

Beautiful mornings Wonderful nights Whatever happens in between Creates the moment of life

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Title: Outside of Toronto
Posted On: 2013-05-02 22:21:53 UTC

You been staring at your phone all night...(echo) Are you waiting on a text message from them...(echo) ... Girl I've seen this all before (echo) ...So I won't let you inside my door (echo) Cause I've fell in love with a girl who was heartbroken (echo) And it only got worse, I said I'll never do it again (echo) It was all so beautiful, everything was perfect But I can't handle love, so the stay just wasn't worth it (echo) I thought I wanted you (echo) ...But I thought it through (echo) I won't make that mistake again (echo) I don't wanna break your heart again (echo) Don't try to love me Don't try to trust me Don't try to fuck me There's someone above me I know you miss them And you wanna kiss them You'll try to forget them But don't play the victim Cause I know (echo) Cause I've broken a heart before (echo) And I'll never do it again (echo)

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Title: Unconscious Social Pressure
Posted On: 2013-04-30 23:49:06 UTC

We work hard Social Pressure Go to school to look smart Social Pressure Try to get rich Social Pressure Be better than people we don't know Social Pressure Lie to make yourself seem cool Social Pressure Wear competitive expensive clothes Social Pressure Try to fit in with the wrong crowd Social Pressure But some of us don't give a fuck and our excuse is that we're young and we're only getting older somebody should've told em WE ON ONE

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Title: Higher Power
Posted On: 2013-04-29 16:41:36 UTC

I know just what I'm feeling You're everything that I want right now You're everything that I need right now And you're the only one that I see right now You're not the star that I lost But I can make one out of you Just believe Just believe in everything I say to you Cause now it may be lies But they may turn out true This shit will be different Just listen Believe my existence Cause to others I'm missing I've taken someone's sanity before I'm scared that I'll do it once more I'll boost your soul Your self esteem Your ego Will be a dream I'll fill my cup You can fill your glass I'll pull your heart from that cast As long as I'm here You won't thrive from memories But soon as I'm gone I'll make sure you remember me I won't look in your heart Don't be scared you'll be fine I'm not wasting your time Just here to make you divine Then I'm gone.

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